The layers of me
10 LAYERS OF ME
LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: Christyna Marie McMahon aka Chii-chan
Birth date: July 10, 1988
Birth place: Upland Birthing Center
Current Location: Eastvale.
Eye Color: Ice-blue
Hair Color: Brown
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Zodiac Sign: Cancer (I'm assuming you mean Sun sign)

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your heritage: French-Canadian, and Pure European Mutt
What Shoes Did You Wear Today: Well, when I wore shoes....my Dr. Sholl's slip-on thingies
Your weakness: Cute things. And shiney things. Yeah....
Your fears: Dying painfully, abuse, and one other thing I will never admit to.
Your perfect pizza: A good vegitarian one.... oh, and canadian bacon with pineapple...mmmm....

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW:
Your most overused phrase: Uhhmmmm.....
Your thoughts first waking up: Ugh....come on....get up....
Your best physical feature: My eyes. I wuv my eyes.
Your bedtime: 11:00-12:00. I try very hard to keep it to 11:00, most times.

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK:
Pepsi or Coke: Safeway Select Cola.
McDonald's or Burger King: Whatever's nearest and will fill me stomach.
Single or group dates: Single.
Adidas or Nike: I don't care about shoes.
Lipton Tea or Nestea: I hate tea.
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate all the way, baby!!!
Cappuccino or coffee: Coffee with CoffeeMate and sugar. Or honey.

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: No.
Cuss: Every day. Like a sailor when I'm pissed.
Have a crush(es): Yeah.....
Think you've been in love: I know I've been in love.
Like(d) high school: I hate education, and I hate the educational system I'm stuck in. It can kiss my pasty white ass.
Want to get married: Only if I want to have the guy's child(ren). Preferably child.
Believe in yourself: Occasionally....
Think you're a health freak: I try to be.
Get along with your parents: Usually, yeah.
Like thunderstorms: Love 'em, call 'em, oh yeah.
Play an instrument: Trumpet, Euphonium, I sing for pleasure, and I can convincingly play around on piano and keyboard.

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH
Drank alcohol: No....*tear*
Gone on a date: No
Gone to the mall: Yeah, for a bit.
Been on stage: Nope.
Eaten Sushi: Yes.
Been dumped: No.
Gone skating: Ice-skating, actually, yes.
Gone skinny dipping: No.
Dyed your hair: Noooooo.
Stolen anything: I don't steal anymore.

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER
Played a game that required removal of clothing: Yes, but it didn't get far.
Changed who you were to fit in: No.

LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLDER
Age you hope to be married by: Never
Numbers of Children: 1-2
Describe your dream wedding: Not getting married
How do you want to die: Old age, quietly, peacefully, in bed.
What do you want to be when you grow up: COMIC ARTIST!!!

LAYER NINE: IN A GIRL/GUY
Best eye color?: Whatever looks good on them.
Best hair color?: Ditto
Short or long hair: Ditto
Height: Taller than me (not very hard to do)
Best first date location: Someplace calm and neutral with a fair population, so you can escape with ease if things go wrong.
Best clothing style: Whatever looks good on them.
Best first kiss location: Wherever/whenever it feels right.

LAYER TEN: IN THE NUMBERS
Number of people I can trust: A few.
Number of CD's I own: A lot.
Number of piercings: Two, one in each ear.
Number of tattoos: None.
Number of times been on T.V. : However often the commercial for the Renn Faire showed last year.
Number of times my name has appeared in the Newspaper: Never (that I know of)
Number of scars on my body: A lot, and I got good stories for the bigger ones.
Number of things in my past that I regret: A lot.

Communication is Key

Current mood: pissed off

Why don't men understand that? Okay, why don't BOYS understand that? Hell, why do most people seem to never understand that things are so much easier when you just open your fucking mouth to say things when they need to be said, instead of waiting months or weeks or whatever to finally say what needs to be said? I've been trying for months, literally months, to try and get a friend of mine to RP with me on this RP site we're on, and he's always playing WoW (World of Warcraft), and too busy to RP on Neara, but willing to chat. Well, that's been fine, except my character's been getting super-inactive, and I hate it when that happens, especially in the middle of an RP....so I finally let it all loose tonight. I told him I was tired of not even being able to get a decent conversation in because he was too busy "WoWing it," and that I understood wanting to level a character and whatnot, but I didn't see why it had to take every night and every bit of free time that he had. He starts getting all snippy with me, saying "first off, it does not require every bit of free time, second off it doesn not take either night also, I have other thing I do, believe it or not, it is not my fault that you tend to get online only at the times when I am playing WoW." So I say, "Well, if that's the case, why can't you even just fire off a quick post when you're *not* WoWing it, if I'm not on?" and he replies with "because I DON"T FUCKING LIKE RPING ANYMORE!!! honestly, RPing isn't that fun for me anymore, it's not like it's just you I don't RP with, it's everybody. it's mainly because Neara's gay and I'm sick of it."

So you see, this is really what I don't get. HE COULD HAVE JUST SAID SO!!! He said that he was hoping me asking would get him back in the mood for RPing again, but still, couldn't he have just said all of that long ago instead of allowing me to be let down for months and months and months? So I must pose this question: Is opening your mouth and saying something, communicating with others, really *that* hard to do? Or am I missing something here? Am I just really lucky to know how to communicate and to be associated with a few others who know how to communicate? Is the skill "Communication" so fucking rare that only a certain few with particular stats that we don't know about capable of gaining and using it effectively? Why can't people just COMMUNICATE THINGS TO EACH OTHER??????? Is it so hard, people? Open your mouth and speak things to each other! Tell people things! "I don't like when you do that; please stop." "You've been acting bitchy lately. What's wrong?" "I just don't like Neara anymore. I'm burnt out on it. Let's wait a while; maybe I'll get the RP bug back again." "Oh, hey, here's information about anime club, 'cause you're the publicity officer, and need to know this shit more than anybody else, but gods forbid you stay informed of the things that effect what goes on in the fucking club!" IS IT SO FUCKING HARD TO TELL PEOPLE SHIT, OR AM I THE ONLY PERSON CAPABLE OF COMMUNICATING HER THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS TO OTHER PEOPLE IN SUCH A WAY THAT THEY'LL UNDERSTAND WHAT'S RUNNING THROUGH MY FUCKING HEAD???!!!! FUCKING TALK, PEOPLE!!!!!!!