[05 Jan 2007 Friday]
Needed to get this off my chest.
Write 12 statements, intended for different people. Never tell which one is to who. Just write the things you've always wanted to tell people.
1) You're 18, you stupid bitch. EIGHT FUCKING TEEN!! How can you be so goddamn PROUD of yourself for getting knocked up?! What, were you that afraid that your stupid little whipped boyfriend would leave you after nine months that you decided to find a way to get him to stick around for the rest of your lives?! You two are going to end up miserable and hating each other, and your precious little child is going to end up just as miserable for it, especially when it gets old enough to put two and two together and realizes that Mommy and Daddy are only still together because Mommy got herself knocked up at 18 to hold onto Daddy! And all those dumbasses wishing you "Congratulations"? If they really mean it, then THEY'RE RETARDS! Am I the only person on the face of the planet who realizes that you just got knocked up to hold onto your stupid boy, and that it's nothing to be congratulated about, that you're being an idiot and ruining your lives, and the future life of the child in your womb? CONGRATULATIONS ON RUINING YOUR LIFE, YOU STUPID IDIOT!
2) I don't know how you deal with her. I really don't. I was hardly able to stand her when she and I were "friends". Perhaps there's something to her that you can see, that the rest of the world can't. Call me sometime. Let's chill....just....without her.
3) I feel like I'm the only person in this house who has your back, and I feel really bad about it. I really do. I hope you find a more friendly situation soon. Let's keep in touch.
4) You need to calm down some and realize how you act sometimes. It's not necessary to yell at Cocoa the moment you come down the stairs. It's not necessary to plot against Josh and the parents and everyone except me (though sometimes I wonder if even I am safe from your plots). Just relax for once. Just sit back and let the world and universe unfold as it should. Stop yelling at everything for the littlest things. It reminds me of Paul.
5) You sit there, and you act like you understand why I'm doing the things I'm doing, but you don't. I'm trying to spread my wings, here. I'm trying to be an adult. You keep finding ways to keep me down, to put me in sucessively smaller cages, and your latest reason is the most b.s. of all. He's old enough to know what's right and what's wrong behavior. If he doesn't know by now, then I've been overestimating him. Just leave me alone!
6) Some days, you just annoy me so much. If you weren't who you are, I'd tell you to just shut up, that you're not funny, and your "clever" remarks only make you sound stupider. Oh, and you're so whipped. I hope you realize this.
7) I love you. You're the one person who keeps me sane with all these other people in my life. There's so many reasons why I love you, but I guess it boils down to simply that I love you. Don't ever change...well, except for the better. ;)
8) ....George? Really? Sweetie, I think he's playing you....and I think there's someone else that you like better than him. You just don't realize it yet. ...(and please don't end up like #1, hating me because of my choice in men.... that hurts more than being hated for being myself.)
9) Why haven't you asked out #8 yet? You make her happy when YOU give her a ride home, and everyone knows you like her. Even though I feel you could do better than her, she's still a very sweet, nice girl, and deserves far better than George. Ask her out, dude. Really.
10) I miss you. I was flattered that you only called me on Christmas Eve. I hope I can help you out. I'm looking for jobs in your area as we speak.
11) I'm so sorry about Missy.... If we knew each other better, I'd give you a hug, but I feel like there's a wall between us, because of how we know each other. I'd like to become your friend in spite of that. Also, you have at least one picture on display I would love to buy. How much are you thinking of charging?
12) Hi. Look, I'm quitting. Yeah, I've been here since June, but you see, the thing is.... I'm tired of it all. Really. I'm tired of getting the shit pay, for one. It wouldn't be so bad, but I'm getting shit hours on top of that, and then I have to come in with my shit pay and my shit hours, and I have to deal with all the customer's shit, and it's always shit that I can't control! "Wow, it's so windy out! Look at that tree; it's nearly bent double! WHY WON'T YOU RUN THE COASTER!? I'M THE CUSTOMER, YOU HAVE TO DO IT FOR ME! WHERE'S THE MANAGER? I'M REPORTING YOU!!!" or "I've been waiting in line at the Viking Ship (or Spaceship). Why hasn't anyone come to run it yet? Is it closed?" "Yes, that's what the 'Temporarily CLOSED' sign in front of you has been saying the entire time you were in line." How about the time that one man made me break down and cry? How about all those customers I get who bitch at me because their child is too small to ride a ride, and when I tell them so, they freak out and go find one of you? I'm sick of dealing with all this shit. I've found a better job--a MUCH better job. I'll be getting steady hours, great pay, and best of all, the customers REALIZE that I'm just the person at the front, and that I don't control shit, and they don't give me shit for it! So goodbye, shit job, shit hours, shit pay, and shit from you people I don't even know! Farewell! The only thing I'll miss about this place are the few fellow co-workers I really got along with! GOOD BYE!
Needed to get this off my chest.
Write 12 statements, intended for different people. Never tell which one is to who. Just write the things you've always wanted to tell people.
1) You're 18, you stupid bitch. EIGHT FUCKING TEEN!! How can you be so goddamn PROUD of yourself for getting knocked up?! What, were you that afraid that your stupid little whipped boyfriend would leave you after nine months that you decided to find a way to get him to stick around for the rest of your lives?! You two are going to end up miserable and hating each other, and your precious little child is going to end up just as miserable for it, especially when it gets old enough to put two and two together and realizes that Mommy and Daddy are only still together because Mommy got herself knocked up at 18 to hold onto Daddy! And all those dumbasses wishing you "Congratulations"? If they really mean it, then THEY'RE RETARDS! Am I the only person on the face of the planet who realizes that you just got knocked up to hold onto your stupid boy, and that it's nothing to be congratulated about, that you're being an idiot and ruining your lives, and the future life of the child in your womb? CONGRATULATIONS ON RUINING YOUR LIFE, YOU STUPID IDIOT!
2) I don't know how you deal with her. I really don't. I was hardly able to stand her when she and I were "friends". Perhaps there's something to her that you can see, that the rest of the world can't. Call me sometime. Let's chill....just....without her.
3) I feel like I'm the only person in this house who has your back, and I feel really bad about it. I really do. I hope you find a more friendly situation soon. Let's keep in touch.
4) You need to calm down some and realize how you act sometimes. It's not necessary to yell at Cocoa the moment you come down the stairs. It's not necessary to plot against Josh and the parents and everyone except me (though sometimes I wonder if even I am safe from your plots). Just relax for once. Just sit back and let the world and universe unfold as it should. Stop yelling at everything for the littlest things. It reminds me of Paul.
5) You sit there, and you act like you understand why I'm doing the things I'm doing, but you don't. I'm trying to spread my wings, here. I'm trying to be an adult. You keep finding ways to keep me down, to put me in sucessively smaller cages, and your latest reason is the most b.s. of all. He's old enough to know what's right and what's wrong behavior. If he doesn't know by now, then I've been overestimating him. Just leave me alone!
6) Some days, you just annoy me so much. If you weren't who you are, I'd tell you to just shut up, that you're not funny, and your "clever" remarks only make you sound stupider. Oh, and you're so whipped. I hope you realize this.
7) I love you. You're the one person who keeps me sane with all these other people in my life. There's so many reasons why I love you, but I guess it boils down to simply that I love you. Don't ever change...well, except for the better. ;)
8) ....George? Really? Sweetie, I think he's playing you....and I think there's someone else that you like better than him. You just don't realize it yet. ...(and please don't end up like #1, hating me because of my choice in men.... that hurts more than being hated for being myself.)
9) Why haven't you asked out #8 yet? You make her happy when YOU give her a ride home, and everyone knows you like her. Even though I feel you could do better than her, she's still a very sweet, nice girl, and deserves far better than George. Ask her out, dude. Really.
10) I miss you. I was flattered that you only called me on Christmas Eve. I hope I can help you out. I'm looking for jobs in your area as we speak.
11) I'm so sorry about Missy.... If we knew each other better, I'd give you a hug, but I feel like there's a wall between us, because of how we know each other. I'd like to become your friend in spite of that. Also, you have at least one picture on display I would love to buy. How much are you thinking of charging?
12) Hi. Look, I'm quitting. Yeah, I've been here since June, but you see, the thing is.... I'm tired of it all. Really. I'm tired of getting the shit pay, for one. It wouldn't be so bad, but I'm getting shit hours on top of that, and then I have to come in with my shit pay and my shit hours, and I have to deal with all the customer's shit, and it's always shit that I can't control! "Wow, it's so windy out! Look at that tree; it's nearly bent double! WHY WON'T YOU RUN THE COASTER!? I'M THE CUSTOMER, YOU HAVE TO DO IT FOR ME! WHERE'S THE MANAGER? I'M REPORTING YOU!!!" or "I've been waiting in line at the Viking Ship (or Spaceship). Why hasn't anyone come to run it yet? Is it closed?" "Yes, that's what the 'Temporarily CLOSED' sign in front of you has been saying the entire time you were in line." How about the time that one man made me break down and cry? How about all those customers I get who bitch at me because their child is too small to ride a ride, and when I tell them so, they freak out and go find one of you? I'm sick of dealing with all this shit. I've found a better job--a MUCH better job. I'll be getting steady hours, great pay, and best of all, the customers REALIZE that I'm just the person at the front, and that I don't control shit, and they don't give me shit for it! So goodbye, shit job, shit hours, shit pay, and shit from you people I don't even know! Farewell! The only thing I'll miss about this place are the few fellow co-workers I really got along with! GOOD BYE!
