[09 Apr 2006 Sunday]
Ranting like a motherfucker
Current mood: pissed off
Okay, so I get on, and I'm chatting/RPing with this guy that I met through an RP site, right? And he drags one of his other characters into a quick little made-up scene with my character and the character of his that mine is with. This other character is a slaver and presumably bi, because she takes the other character (henceforth known as the Drow) and starts dragging him off, and when my character goes after to try to get the Drow back, after much difficulty negotiating, the slaver tells my character to get naked, and prepares to have her way with my character once that has been done.
Now then. This is what's pissing me off.
My character is not gay. I am not gay. I am not even 50% gay. I have no problems with homosexuality as a lifestyle, (sub/counter) culture, or any of that. I know gay people (I work at Faire for fuck's sake, I should hope I do), and I have no problems with them. However, when I saw what path the RP was going down, I said to Vern (the other RPer), "You better not be making this all lesbiany." Did he listen? NOOOOOOO, of COURSE not! Why? Because all the other RPers he knows are fine with gayness, and so he assumed I would be, too, because "all RPers are openminded like that", and "it's not even a real RP, and it's character development", and all of that shit. That really pisses me off like you wouldn't believe. I mean, I consider all RPs, even if they're not applicable, to be "real RPs", and I'm sorry, but "LESBIAN RAPE" does NOT fall under my list of things that I'm comfortable with RPing or implying, and I don't give a flying fuck if it's in the name of "character development"; there are plenty of other ways to develop a character without getting them raped. Secondly, the implication that I am not openminded about homosexuality. THE VERY FACT THAT HE SAID THAT INFURIATES ME!!!!! So I'm NOT openminded because I'm not comfortable with the idea of lesbian rape? I'm NOT openminded because I didn't want to do that to my character? I'm NOT openminded? I'm sorry; I'm a bitch, I know it, but I consider myself to be a fairly openminded individual. Only one thing in my past comes even CLOSE to comparing with how uncomfortable with a situation that I felt tonight, and even then, this situation blows that past one out of the water. I mean, the way I feel about the characters I create/use/work with is similar to how a mother would feel with a child, and what he was asking me to do was akin to asking a mother to let her child go away with a molester for a few hours! But still, saying that "RPers are openminded like that", no matter what he says afterwards in an attempt to amend the situation, is implying that I am not openminded because I stopped a situation (rather forcefully and angrily, but still, I stopped it) that I was uncomfortable with. HOW DOES THAT MAKE ME CLOSE-MINDED???? CAN YOU FUCKING TELL ME THAT?? Then he turns around and tries to start up another RP with me. FUCK NO! I'm pissed off and definitely NOT in the RPing mood (which is fucking hard to do; I'm up for RPing just about anytime), and every character I've seen him use (except for the Drow) is gay. Hell, just about every romantic interaction I've seen on Spirits of the Earth (SotE), the site we met on, is a homosexual one! Once again, nothing wrong with homosexuality, but it certainly seems as though the people there are in the phase of their lives where everything is gay and must be gay or else it's stupid and worthless or some shit like that. Anyway, he tries to start up another RP with another female character, trying to interact with my character again, and I just ignored it and told him that I didn't want to block him because he was throwing another lesbian rapist out there at my character. Harsh, yes, but I'm not pleasant when I'm angry. He tells me that this particular character is an 8-year-old catgirl, and I tell him, "Good to know. That still doesn't make me want to RP," and he decides to leave me alone for the night, which is probably for the better, because I'd be even more pissed than I am right now if he were still chatting with me for the night right now, I think. And that just pisses me off. I mean, what the fuck kind of logic is that? You just royally pissed me off. I threatened to block you and told you TWICE, once at a point where things could have been changed, and once at the point of no return, that I wanted no gayness, I'm being short and snippy with you in conversation, and you TRY TO FUCKING RP AGAIN?! Where the FUCK do you get the clues that I wanted to RP? THERE ARE NONE! I EVEN SAID THAT YOU KILLED IT FOR ME FOR THE NIGHT! WHERE ARE THE CLUES YOU ACTED ON????
Fucking fucker.
I have him blocked for the time being. He'll probably be blocked for a couple of days. And I don't fucking block people. Yeah. It was that bad.
Well, I feel slightly better. Now I'm gonna work on schoolwork.
Ranting like a motherfucker
Current mood: pissed off
Okay, so I get on, and I'm chatting/RPing with this guy that I met through an RP site, right? And he drags one of his other characters into a quick little made-up scene with my character and the character of his that mine is with. This other character is a slaver and presumably bi, because she takes the other character (henceforth known as the Drow) and starts dragging him off, and when my character goes after to try to get the Drow back, after much difficulty negotiating, the slaver tells my character to get naked, and prepares to have her way with my character once that has been done.
Now then. This is what's pissing me off.
My character is not gay. I am not gay. I am not even 50% gay. I have no problems with homosexuality as a lifestyle, (sub/counter) culture, or any of that. I know gay people (I work at Faire for fuck's sake, I should hope I do), and I have no problems with them. However, when I saw what path the RP was going down, I said to Vern (the other RPer), "You better not be making this all lesbiany." Did he listen? NOOOOOOO, of COURSE not! Why? Because all the other RPers he knows are fine with gayness, and so he assumed I would be, too, because "all RPers are openminded like that", and "it's not even a real RP, and it's character development", and all of that shit. That really pisses me off like you wouldn't believe. I mean, I consider all RPs, even if they're not applicable, to be "real RPs", and I'm sorry, but "LESBIAN RAPE" does NOT fall under my list of things that I'm comfortable with RPing or implying, and I don't give a flying fuck if it's in the name of "character development"; there are plenty of other ways to develop a character without getting them raped. Secondly, the implication that I am not openminded about homosexuality. THE VERY FACT THAT HE SAID THAT INFURIATES ME!!!!! So I'm NOT openminded because I'm not comfortable with the idea of lesbian rape? I'm NOT openminded because I didn't want to do that to my character? I'm NOT openminded? I'm sorry; I'm a bitch, I know it, but I consider myself to be a fairly openminded individual. Only one thing in my past comes even CLOSE to comparing with how uncomfortable with a situation that I felt tonight, and even then, this situation blows that past one out of the water. I mean, the way I feel about the characters I create/use/work with is similar to how a mother would feel with a child, and what he was asking me to do was akin to asking a mother to let her child go away with a molester for a few hours! But still, saying that "RPers are openminded like that", no matter what he says afterwards in an attempt to amend the situation, is implying that I am not openminded because I stopped a situation (rather forcefully and angrily, but still, I stopped it) that I was uncomfortable with. HOW DOES THAT MAKE ME CLOSE-MINDED???? CAN YOU FUCKING TELL ME THAT?? Then he turns around and tries to start up another RP with me. FUCK NO! I'm pissed off and definitely NOT in the RPing mood (which is fucking hard to do; I'm up for RPing just about anytime), and every character I've seen him use (except for the Drow) is gay. Hell, just about every romantic interaction I've seen on Spirits of the Earth (SotE), the site we met on, is a homosexual one! Once again, nothing wrong with homosexuality, but it certainly seems as though the people there are in the phase of their lives where everything is gay and must be gay or else it's stupid and worthless or some shit like that. Anyway, he tries to start up another RP with another female character, trying to interact with my character again, and I just ignored it and told him that I didn't want to block him because he was throwing another lesbian rapist out there at my character. Harsh, yes, but I'm not pleasant when I'm angry. He tells me that this particular character is an 8-year-old catgirl, and I tell him, "Good to know. That still doesn't make me want to RP," and he decides to leave me alone for the night, which is probably for the better, because I'd be even more pissed than I am right now if he were still chatting with me for the night right now, I think. And that just pisses me off. I mean, what the fuck kind of logic is that? You just royally pissed me off. I threatened to block you and told you TWICE, once at a point where things could have been changed, and once at the point of no return, that I wanted no gayness, I'm being short and snippy with you in conversation, and you TRY TO FUCKING RP AGAIN?! Where the FUCK do you get the clues that I wanted to RP? THERE ARE NONE! I EVEN SAID THAT YOU KILLED IT FOR ME FOR THE NIGHT! WHERE ARE THE CLUES YOU ACTED ON????
Fucking fucker.
I have him blocked for the time being. He'll probably be blocked for a couple of days. And I don't fucking block people. Yeah. It was that bad.
Well, I feel slightly better. Now I'm gonna work on schoolwork.
