Blue Dreams

"I've been alive since time began
Not beast, not god, and yet not man
I am the music and the dance
I am the piper who enchants
So loose all ties to mortal kind
My pipes shall play within thy mind
I shall be thy lover"

"Creature of the Wood"

18 June 2003

Well, it's been a while, huh? Well, that's because my computer's crap and I have to update at Mikey's (who is now my potential boyfriend). I think I kinda liked Donn... because now I'm kinda jealous that he seems to have this gaggle of girls that he likes that he might be able to go out with. I confuse myself. Oh well. I got Mikey now... but yeah... he's really soft, you know, just.... like.... very respectful, not touchy-feely or anything... in other words, never taking the initiative, and I hate being the person who initiates the action. Oh well.... I guess. Life can really suck a lot, huh? I haven't been watching much TV, but it's all for the better; I've been pretty much taking care of the apartment. My brother's never home (Yay!) and now with summer around, He'll be at his friend's house all the time, coming home only occasionally to change his clothes and maybe take a shower. That's about every three days or so. Woo-hoo!! I like being the only person at the house. Makes me feel responsible and good and stuff. I like feeling responsible and good and stuff; then again, who doesn't? So yeah.... Apparently, I'm a fox (according to an online quiz I took to see what kind of fuzzy animal I am), and I LIKE IT!!!! Whee-hee!! ^_^ So yeah, that's about it...except that I'm gonna be getting a job around August-September, because my friend Harrie (who's about forty or so) is gonna buy a spot in the Claremont village and make it into a steakhouse. That's gonna be cool. I'm gonna be a hostess or a waitress. ^_^ Woo-hoo! So yeah, I should probably start spending actual time with Mikey, or else he'll think I'm using him for his computers. *sniff**sob* I'm not, Mikey, I swear!

Also, I lubbles you tons, Gabi! Good luck with your boyfriend! I hope I can actually chat with you later! *hugglez you*

And Donn......yeah. Just come to So-Cal soon... or else I hurt you!!! Hurt you hurt you hurt you!!!

Yeah, that's it for now... I might be able to do some updates after AX.... *grin* NIRVANA!!! ANIME` NIRVANA!!!!!!!!! *drool*

Bai-Bai, everyone... well, more like "Sayonara", as you can't expect updates from me anytime soon...... *sigh*

~Quin