Blue Dreams

"I've been alive since time began
Not beast, not god, and yet not man
I am the music and the dance
I am the piper who enchants
So loose all ties to mortal kind
My pipes shall play within thy mind
I shall be thy lover"

"Creature of the Wood"

19 June 2004

Why, hello hello hello!

Yep, I'm here, I'm (slightly) queer, get used to it! ^o^ Mwahahahahaaaaa!!

Summer school starts Monday (yay?), so that means I'll finally have something to do over the summer. I'm also thinking of making myself homemade fried rice to pop in a Gladware container so I have something to eat when I'm chillin' with Crystal (and probably Mykal) at lunch. Of course, that all depends on what we have. I'm going to need carrots, peas, celery and some green onions, too (probably), rice (OF COURSE), and I'm going to have to ask Jenny and/or Tofu how to make it (do you line the pan, or do you just toss it in and cook? And how much do you make at a time? *swirly Kenshin eyes*) I'll try it myself the first time, see how well I can teach myself, then (if I really fuck it up), I'll ask Jenny and/or Tofu for help.

Brad e-mailed me back (yay!), so I sent him a novel (practically) back to him. I just know how to ramble on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on.... And it all flows together (somehow, some way), like one big, rambling speech of boring proportions. In it, I mentioned some of my big Pagan issues (he addressed mainly my issue of "I'm going to be a solitary witch all my life and I hate it!"), but I got tons more. Have fun, Brad! Meet some more of my issues! ^o^ Yay issues! ^o^

I've developed a little symbol that I close my e-mails with--)O(. It's supposed to resemble the triple-moon symbol, with the waxing, full, and waning moon that represents the Pagan goddess.

Ack! My time's up, so I gotta go. More later! Ciao!

Christyna sez "B41, 5(_)|<45!!!" 50 53Z |>4 L33T/\/\15TR355!!!
)O(

16 June 2004

Well, Brad e-mailed me back, and I gave him my blogger address. ^_^ The results are in the two (or three) posts below, luv! ^_^ And don't worry; when I'm relaxed, everybody's "love" or "hon" or some such nickname.

Life's been okay. I went to Borders and read more manga--very awesome--then came to the library. But things are dull. Very dull. I mean, just BLAH. So blah, it's.... blah. Almost an Ugh. But things'll have to be really bad for it to get to Ugh. So it's just Blah for now. I mean, really! Nothing's happening, I've not been hanging out with anyone (not like anyone other than Sarah and Crystal *would* hang out with me anyway), and...just...blah. Yesterday, I fell asleep around 5:30-ish--6:00, which was nice. I hadn't been able to sleep one bit the night before. So I slept like an f-ing rock. It was very nice. Very, very nice. I mean, have you ever just slept, nothing else? No dreams, no movement, just sleep. Yeah, that was how I slept last night. Just sleep, not sleep. Yeah.......... Other than that, nothing's been happening, really. Just...a lazy summer. Blegh. I hate lazy summers. That's why I'm glad I have summer school. Gives me something to do. Same with AX, and the vacation my family'll be taking. When, I have no idea, but we'll be taking it. Sometime in August, I think. yeah.

Well, that's really about it. It's summer, nothing's happening, and....bleh. *makes random noises* Yeah. Well, later!

15 June 2004

Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay! I have a private lesson at 4:30, which means....... I'll be outta here in plenty of time. I don't really have anything to report, except that I saw Ben at Borders, and this really well-meaning Asian guy, Ben, and I, had a conversation, then this total FREAK (and you know he's gotta be bad if *I'm* calling him a freak) that Ben knows from school came up and was trying to be the badass type, but I shot him down. Multiple times. And it felt very, very good. *evil grin*

Uhm.... Brad hasn't replied yet *sniff*, but Kim did! She saw my blog ^_^ so I'm putting up more quiz results! Yay ydoc.net!!!






Find out what anime series you belong in.


Anyone HEARD OF or KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT Boogiepop Phantom? When I took this quiz last year, it said I belonged in "Maho Tsukai Tai". WTF?!?!?!


Take This Quiz!


Woo-hoo Medieval Me!!! :-P


Sneaky
What's Your Anime Weapon?


It was hardly every used, but I think it's pretty cool anyway. Anyway, this baby is easily concealed, and would make that kick to the groin all the more uncomfortable.


What anime hue are you?


Wow...I used to be a soft shade of blue... now I'm purple... KICKASS!!!


What Shoujo Cutie Are You?
What Shoujo Cutie Are You?


I'm a little....fairy?? O.o (Oh, and Brad, there was a question about "your crush is (a) dating you (b) doesn't notice you (c) nonexistent". I chose (a) 'cause we're kinda seeing each other....right? *confused*)






What geek are you?


DUH! It's called...OTAKU!!!




take this quiz.

Wheee! I'm a lesbian!! Where's my "cousin", Uranus...?

Ack...I'm not posting my "What Hentai are you?" Result... wrong, wrong, wrong!!



What Creepy Anime or Supernatural Anime Being Are You?


Uhmm.... wheee...?



What Anime Critter are You?


I used to be that Psycho Kitty from Trigun!






Take the Anime Sountrack Quiz


Interesting....


Tiny
What's Your Anime Power?


"Your anime power is the ability to shrink yourself, others, or things. Small is the name of the game for you. The tinier the better...your odd aren't you?"

WTF??????






Find out if you are gay, bi, or str8.


The best of both worlds

The best quiz--two questions: Are you attracted to people of the same sex? Are you attracted to people of the oppisite sex?--and done. ^_^




Ooooo Shiney!

What Random Object From Ydoc Nameloc's Room Are You?


OOOOO Shiney!



You are that glittering thing that is currently attracting the majority of people...or if you aren't then try selling yourself in bulk. You are a good listener, and store more information than your predecessor. That new guy on the block is starting to make you nervous though...damn dvd-r's

YAY I'M SHINEY!!!!!


FREAKAZOID



Take the Cartoon Hero Quiz?.


Super Teen Extrodinaire

Yes!! I SO loved that show!! ^_^ YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!




President of the Magic Users Club.

Find out what anime bad boy you are.


You're most like the president of the Magic Users Club.

Wow...you're a mess. You try very hard to be a good leader, but it blows up in your face all the time...which causes you to doubt yourself. People don't really know how hard on yourself you really are, but that's best. You don't do to well around pretty girls though...kinda causes your nose to randombly bleed. You have a fear of gigantic breasts, and ...umm...you lose your cool easily. You also fantasize quite often..about the girls you see regularly, even your friends.

Wow... I think I have exhaughsted the ydoc.net quizzes (that are up). Holy freaking cow... *posts entry to look at results in all their magnificent spiffyness*

14 June 2004

Well, hello again!

Brad e-mailed me back (Yay!), so I sent him a long, rambling e-mail in return. I like to write a lot, particularly about myself. Gabi hasn't e-mailed me back, but I'm not all that worried, because he was always a little slow for responding. If it gets to be a month or so and he still hasn't responded, then I'll start to worry.

In my e-mail to Brad, I descirbed this bustier that my mom kept going on about in a dream I had involving everyone at Faire suddenly not giving a damn and just being very very tired. Part of the reason I went on about the bustier is because I'm pretty sure he'd imagine me in it, and that would be bad because I'm just 15 (almost 16), and it would just seem wrong. So I had to. *evil grin* Besides, if I were to find this bustier, I WOULD SO GET IT BY ANY MEANS NESSECARY!!!! Bustiers are awesome. They lift and shape, and make ladies s-e-x-y.... oh yeah.

Kim e-mailed me, so I gave her my blog address. Hey Kimmy! Go you, you and your shockingly intelligent asian-ness!!! Woo!! Never drink alcohol through a straw! That is not a happy drunk! That is a painful drunk! Very Very Painful Drunk (VVPD)!! How do you like my Quiz results? I'm a klutzy nerd and Sexy Faye! Woo-hoo! Nerdy Faye!!! ^_^ C'est moi!

Well, that's about it, really... I'm going to take a few more quizzes, if I have time. I'll post results here.




Adorability!

Find out what anime girl you are.

You're inhumanly cute, especially when you cry your big-tears. If your friends don't appriciate you, that's probably because they're bitches.




Romantic

Find out what bishonen you are.

Mixed in your emotions, nothing in your life really seems to matter except for your ideals and dreams..




Gimme something good!

Find out what anime character cliche you are.

Innocent, energetic, and downright adorable all seem to describe you. You can get on people's nerves at times, but you're impossible not to love. You're also the most playful of the anime cliches.






*clever*


What fuzzy creature are you?


You are intelligent and highly curious, which sometimes makes people think that you are evil.




Isn't magic great!?

Find out what anime villan you are.


You aren't evil, you're just playful. You wanna do the most that you can in life, and enjoy every last second to the fullest. You see rules are just annoying things to be overcome. People sometimes worry about you, or find you as a bad example...but to be honest, you're just misunderstood.

Wow...I'm thinking I'll tell Brad my blog address...just so he can see these results and know that he was SO right about me!

Well, I've gotta go now! Bai!

13 June 2004

Well hello my lovliest of lovelies!

I can't stay on long; I should be finishing up soon. Just wanted to post so people don't think I died again (though it wouldn't be that much of a suprise).

I got drunk last night, but it was a baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad drunk. I'm never getting drunk that badly that quickly ever again! (Notice how I didn't say "I'm never drinking again", because that would totally kill my Irish and French sides of me. Which is both sides of me. ^_^)

I'm making a Sorcerer Hunters RP site on Avidgamers.com. I don't think anybody will join, but hey, at least it's gonna be there. There are no Sorcerer Hunter RP sites there at all, so I *had* to make one for the sake of all the SH loser fans out there--like me. I'm trying to figure out how the new Avidgamers setup works, 'cause it's really confusing. Oh well.

Yesterday was Brad's birthday. He's now 36 *flinch*. But I'll be sixteen in.... *counts days* 28 days. So he's 20 years and 29 days older than me. Gods, nothing makes it seem less bad, huh? Oh well. *sigh* I can wait...I think. At least, I'm going to have to wait, huh? I know he probably will (as long as we're only e-mailing each other, there's not much we *can* do, but once the Southern Faire season starts again, it's going to be another exersice in self-control and sobriety).

Ack! I'm going to have to find someone to help me with my new Avidgamers site. I'm so freaking confused....... *swirly Kenshin eyes*

I logged out. That oughta help some.

I keep re-checking my e-mail in hopes that Brad's responded. I checked earlier and he hadn't, so I'm just hoping that I can look at the inbox and see "One New Message -- BradleyMan".....but there's still no new message. Not from Gabi, either. *sigh* Oh well. At least I got to party last night.

I've still got ten minutes--I'm gonna find some quizzes to take. Thank you, www.ydoc.net!!! ^_^


Yay for computers!What anime cliche are you? The Second time around.




What Anime Bad Girl Are You?


Yay! Who could've thought that somebody could be a nerd and Faye at the same time?! ^o^

Well, I gots to go now. Bai!